♥ its all about me & you.. against the world.. ♥

dun ask me.. i myself donoe why.. im sick.. not sick as in physically sick but im sick and tired of seeing people unhappy and all comes back to me.. i may seem hapie on the outside but nobody knows how im feelin on the inside.. im terribly lost.. or maybe "confuse" is the word.. yeah.. confuse..

i've been telling people tat its hard to make every single one around us hapie.. satisfaction and happiness is wad people wan.. and i cant be possibly giving tat to all the people around me at one time.. rite?? and imagining people talk to me and say they are not in a good mood and gave me tat atitude while talking on the phone.. and on my side, i dun even noe wat the hell is going on.. u get wad im trying to say here??.. kinda complicated larh.. but i've always try my best to take things easy.. its juz me.. pika is the name.. with tat characteristics..

let me talk about jealousy.. my definition of jealousy is tat wen oneself is not hapie with something tat another someone do towards another person but not him or her and gets agitated over it.. maybe ur jealous of me having people around me whu treats me well.. like i said before in my past post.. ex-boifren does not exist in my dictionary.. wad more the word third party.. wich is the greatest cause of people breakin up.. yea.. its true.. and it does not mean we cant mit or contact each other rite??.. i dun see the reason for u to be so jealous of me.. im a big gerl now.. i can decide wad i wan on my own.. and for sure no one can stop me frm duing tat juz like wen i say no one can stop me frm being whu i am and wad i do.. tat is a dancer who is busy all the time..

this post is not meant to hurt anyone in any way.. for real.. its juz wad i feel and i wanna let it out frm my inside wich is actuali a good way for u to understand and know my feelings much better.. yea.. im off for my dance prac now.. hope i'll have a good day today.. -____-"