pika is emotionally and physically sick/unstable/disturbed/breakdown!!!!

i sometimes dun understand people...

jealousy... lies... assumptions... doubts... questions... investigations... secrets...

wad sign does this words shows?? positive?? negative???

up to the individual..

life have not been good for me.. maybe i can blame myself for this...

living and to make everyone happy is difficult...

i juz wish i can end my life here.. like fo real.. im juz so pissed and i find tat life is unfair...

alot of things have been happening lately.. fuck 'life'.. again...

i dowan to say much here... u wan to noe.. ask me...

my feelings have been played with today... say wanna talk to me as in only the 2 of us.. but why is the 3rd person dere??? wen i asked whu called and wanted to mit u said it was a werking colleague of urs.. not until i force u to say the truth!! fuct up la!! i was like so beat after one whole freaking day of performances.. and now this!!! i juz felt like *donoe how to describe feeling plus lost*.. the thing hapen the whole nite... damn... and finali its over...

im sorie to all........ i dun think i've writen this thing in the correct terms larh cos im not stable fer now.... but the idea is dere larh.... haish!.. i wanna slp...

-pika-