Not a really good day spent..

i had a tough day today. Firstly, class suck like hell cos our facilitator ask alot of questions non stop for every single slides in our presentation which takes us 30 mins per team! and from school, i got to head to cairnhill. U know i know jer larh eh for wad if i go dere. Lazy ah wan to mention again. not in the mood to blog but i juz gotta to blog this, so as to let out things.

i know im just a plain dancer but c’mon, can’t u see im trying?? For real im not on my comfort zone when im in the scene that we did just now. The script is new, its the third draft done by producer.. i didn’t get to read juz yet, and there u go, infront of everybody acting and do the blocking and all.. But i dun mind about that lar.. cos we still can have the script in our hands.. and aniways.. I don’t mind if instructions given is from the director and asst director themselves but things are getting chaotic when everybody needs to listen to 5 to 20 mouths talking and asking to follow what they want?? Its like, what's the use of the director when the director himself is being directed by other people who is not the director??! U get wad im trying to say?? i know u can right our wrongs but its already gone over the top of our patience! its ALL of us! not one or two! its too much already! And not everything that u wan, we can give cos once we are not on our comfort zone or being targeted at, and when the feeling of stress is dere, tats it! We are not gonna do well for sure.. Ppfftt.. Omg....

thanks sanwan, syafiq and anwar.. u guys are juz too nice.. thanks for the advice and the effort to comfort me.. and to the rest, i know u guys are feeling the way im feeling too.. *u know wad im saying* i know cos i’ve heard and its from u guys yourselves.. we must make a stand.. just do wad we gotta do aite?! wen its acting time, listen to 2 ppl. not more den tat! and maybe if things are meant to be said out, it juz have to be.. juz wait and see how its gonna be like for the upcoming weeks..

despite all this, we still had fun together. All of us just gotta do this together as one aite. (:
to abg Yan, sorry if ME, leads to YOU being mad today...

*momentum dance production is just around the corner*
[1 more month to go!]

-pika-
mood: angry,pissed off!
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